O reencontro

Liguei como quem não quer nada.
Passamos a manhã juntos.
Ele me quería. Eu não o quis.
Eu queria apenas curtir o momento sem qualquer conotação sexual.
À noite ele me procurou para despedir-se.
Nos beijamos.

Learning

Aprendi a não criar expectativas. A curtir o momento. Ele ligou numa manhã de domingo. O carinho foi verdadeiro. A noite maravilhosa. Porque pensei apenas em viver aqueles momentos ainda que fugazes. Good memories, good sensations. I'm laughing til now just to think 'bout what we've done.

Colírio

Hoje o meu colírio apareceu. Deveria tê-lo elogiado mas me contive. Elegante, algo raro considerando a sua profissão. Geralmente são descuidados e usam roupas sempre do mesmo tom. Ele também reparou no que eu vestia. Sei das várias complicações inerentes. Estou a ponto de fazer uma loucura. Mas what the fuck. Life´s mine.

Indecent Proposal Not At All

Yes indeed he appeared after a long time. Obviously asked about my missing. He passed by few minutes after his wife came. Asked whether I'd travel to Sp and said he'd be there on next thursday and the should go with him. I said naturally that I would't 'cause I had some issues here. When leaving he said I was a boring person. ' Of course 'cause we wouldn't be able to meet there. In the anonimous city where noone would know about it.....Laughsssss

My Carrie's Behaviour

Somehow I've always dreamed about finding the right guy. Somehow I've always wanted to be Sex'n the City's Carrie. And somehow I've really felt like her some dyas ago. Before the meeting I was wondering how it would be. So finally the day came. I wore a dress, large belt and a jeans jacket to gain a youthful appearance. I was feeling enthusiastic and beautiful. Well he arrived, actually took a long time to find the house. I thought he would say that I was looking stunning, but he didn't. It was strange I guess he was nervous. We went to a bar to meet a couple of friends. His friend was more attentious to me. Anyway I thought he was kinda shy or something alike. He drove me home, I've kinda realized he was preparing himself for something when he got a candy to breath better. Arriving at home, we said goodbye but nothing happened, I was leaving the car when he started to talk about his problem. I leaved the car and near the gate when he open the car window, I said: "I thought you'd give me a kiss". When we kissed. This was typical a Carrie's behaviou. I've never imagined that I would do something alike. When kissing I said that he sould've take part instead of me. He smeled so good. Maybe this was just a adventure. Only time will tell. I hope it tells me that this history will continue.

A visit by the morning

My adorable sin has visited me today, after a long time studying in Italy he came with his inviting smile saying that he missed me. He asked me about the tournament. A lot of nice things he told, things and compliments enough to make my day start with a golden key. He also said that I should give him my picture for him to put near his bed and see me everyday. He makes me smile. Although he's forbidden I allow myself to play his game.

Desafio cumprido

Quase dois anos de trabalho, dois fios de cabelo branco, muitos contatos, grau de satisfação dos participantes 95%. Valeu a pena descobrir habilidades até então desconhecidas. Jogo de cintura nos momentos de pressão. E no final ver o sorriso de contentamento. Descobri que sou perfeccionista o que tem seus pontos positivos. Uma nova gama de possibilidade foram abertas. Foi enfim um processo de autoconhecimento. Valeu a pena todo stress, todos os desgastes físicos e emocionais que fazem parte um evento bem sucedido. Agradeço a todos que fizeram parte deste processo e que me aturaram durante todo este tempo. E agora bola pra frente a ver o que a vida pode me trazer.