Indecent Proposal Not At All

Yes indeed he appeared after a long time. Obviously asked about my missing. He passed by few minutes after his wife came. Asked whether I'd travel to Sp and said he'd be there on next thursday and the should go with him. I said naturally that I would't 'cause I had some issues here. When leaving he said I was a boring person. ' Of course 'cause we wouldn't be able to meet there. In the anonimous city where noone would know about it.....Laughsssss

My Carrie's Behaviour

Somehow I've always dreamed about finding the right guy. Somehow I've always wanted to be Sex'n the City's Carrie. And somehow I've really felt like her some dyas ago. Before the meeting I was wondering how it would be. So finally the day came. I wore a dress, large belt and a jeans jacket to gain a youthful appearance. I was feeling enthusiastic and beautiful. Well he arrived, actually took a long time to find the house. I thought he would say that I was looking stunning, but he didn't. It was strange I guess he was nervous. We went to a bar to meet a couple of friends. His friend was more attentious to me. Anyway I thought he was kinda shy or something alike. He drove me home, I've kinda realized he was preparing himself for something when he got a candy to breath better. Arriving at home, we said goodbye but nothing happened, I was leaving the car when he started to talk about his problem. I leaved the car and near the gate when he open the car window, I said: "I thought you'd give me a kiss". When we kissed. This was typical a Carrie's behaviou. I've never imagined that I would do something alike. When kissing I said that he sould've take part instead of me. He smeled so good. Maybe this was just a adventure. Only time will tell. I hope it tells me that this history will continue.

A visit by the morning

My adorable sin has visited me today, after a long time studying in Italy he came with his inviting smile saying that he missed me. He asked me about the tournament. A lot of nice things he told, things and compliments enough to make my day start with a golden key. He also said that I should give him my picture for him to put near his bed and see me everyday. He makes me smile. Although he's forbidden I allow myself to play his game.

Desafio cumprido

Quase dois anos de trabalho, dois fios de cabelo branco, muitos contatos, grau de satisfação dos participantes 95%. Valeu a pena descobrir habilidades até então desconhecidas. Jogo de cintura nos momentos de pressão. E no final ver o sorriso de contentamento. Descobri que sou perfeccionista o que tem seus pontos positivos. Uma nova gama de possibilidade foram abertas. Foi enfim um processo de autoconhecimento. Valeu a pena todo stress, todos os desgastes físicos e emocionais que fazem parte um evento bem sucedido. Agradeço a todos que fizeram parte deste processo e que me aturaram durante todo este tempo. E agora bola pra frente a ver o que a vida pode me trazer.

Sin disfraces

Hace poco tiempo fui a una fiesta con un amigo. Antes que llegaramos selodije que se comportara como un varón, un macho pues que muchas personas serias allí estarían para que nadie se diera cuenta que era gay así como que no se quedara charlando con el esposo de mi amiga que años atrás lo había visto salindo de un bar gay. Bueno que el esposo se encantó con mi amigo. Y la esposa - la diosa - aunque fuera su noche - el lanzamiento de su libro - la gran escritora -se quedó sorpresa con las incomunes invitacioneces del esposo a mi amigo. Aunque conozca la família hace mucho jamás me invitaran a cosas tan intímas. Yo miraba con espanto a las palabras que salían de la boca del esposo y mi amiga me miraba. Ella se dio cuenta de mi espanto. Me sentí muy mal. Ayer encontré el esposo y nuevamente él se acordó de mi amigo. A veces pienso que el matrimonio - los hijos - quedan como una obligación. Aunque las personas sepan la verdad cierran los ojos y mantienen la mentira bajo la falsa imagen de feliciudad.

Addicted

Viciada sim. Grey's Anatomy, Lost, Desperate Housewifes, No Reservations, Ugly Betty, entre outros. E o mais engraçado de tudo é comparar as pessoas aos personagens. Porque querendo ou não retratam pessoas cujos personagens nos lembram um conhecido, uma amiga. Quem nunca foi Carrie ou Miranda. Tenho ambas em minha múltipla personalidade que muda conforme a beleza diante de meus olhos ou a velocidade de meus pensamentos. Tenho vontade de enviar a ele uma mensagem: "Congrats u've made it. By the way u always get whatever u want". Ontem já me disseram que deveria escrever algo como: "O show foi um fracasso", embora a mídia, a repercussão desmintam isso. Ontem um quase desconhecido me escreveu querendo vender seus serviços de fotógrafo, para disfarçar a extrema cara de pau e interesse falou que deveria ir a Sampa para encontrá-lo. Outro que embora o conheça não sabia o nome declarou-se como meu fã número um. Outro dia o telefonema do cara de 48 anos me convidando para jantar. Vale a pena dar risada. Mas a vida traz outra oportunidades. Diante dos relatos confusos e inconsequentes ou talvez ingênuos de uma amiga que queria provar o ayuasca constato que estou bem e feliz. Em pleno uso de minhas faculdades mentais, um pouco madura e responsável Embora os cigarros aumentem com o passar dos dias e o uso de alguns estimulantes que me mantenham acordada durante o dia...

Constatações

I like this word. Specially because it reveals something I've always knew but just now I've realized about. Eu deveria estar estressada 'cause most of the times the TPM chases me. Today it was different maybe due to a sad new early morning. Simon died. Our funniest and dearest and unique Simon. Late at night the one I've been hating for the last months called me to say that he was feeling depressed, I've laughed but suddenly I've started to feel sorry for him. Maybe I'm not that cold bitch. I had all the reasons to feel happy inside. 'Cause he's been the reason of all my stress. I've decided to search for an ex boyfriend. He stills the same, but much more famous. Once he said to all the audience that I was an open chapter in his life. We made love and our history ended that night. I'm wondering whether how would be my life now if I decided to go on with him. Imagine myself as a wife of label's owner, an rock artist with a man that besides this wild look has a heart of gold. He stills helping everyone with talent. C.H. I had good times with you.